When Lea found her husband lifeless on the floor in 2013, her life shattered in an instant. What followed was not just the crushing weight of grief—but the total collapse of everything she once believed in: faith, marriage, identity, and even God.

When God Went Silent is a raw, soul-baring memoir about surviving the unthinkable and finding something sacred in the ashes. Told with brutal honesty and breathtaking vulnerability, Lea shares the moments no one talks about—the screams that wouldn’t stop, the funeral flag she couldn’t take, the questions that no one could answer, and the faith that vanished when she needed it most.

But this is not just a story about death.
It’s a story about becoming.

Through heartbreak, spiritual disillusionment, and the unraveling of her former life, Lea slowly begins to rebuild—not around religion, but around a Divine who met her in the silence. Not the God she was taught to fear, but a Creator who lived within her all along.

If you’ve ever been broken by loss, silenced by shame, or abandoned by the very beliefs that once gave you comfort, this book will meet you where you are.

It’s not a guide. It’s not a sermon.
It’s a hand reaching out in the dark, saying:

You are not alone. You never were. And this—this—is not the end.